jukebox playin'
siapa dia sebelum daku - anis suraya & aqasha
seandainya - azharina
kembalilah kasih - anuar zain
i'm definitely losing track of the days. i cant even recall what i did on monday. or tuesday. or yesterday for that matter... i REAlly need to do sumthing about this. even faizal has commented on my forgetfulness. and to brush it off wif a "i'm getting old" excuse isnt satisfactory. maybe i shud try updating my little diary again (yes, i do have one; one of those little daily planners wif calender and stuff..). Oh well. wadever lah DuanDuan.
a couple of people have commented that my blog entries are Waaayyy too depressing at times. i need to lighten up abit. but then, i've always known that it is and the evidence is plain to see.. juz browse through my archives and you'll notice how evrything seems to be so sombre & dreadful; as if my life is a vale of tears. ~LOL. But really, it isnt as bad as you think. Perhaps i'm juz going through an episodic "down" period.. i DO have my "ups" u know.. haha. but seriously, who blogs when they're truly happy?? and i'm sooooo determined NOT to make my bloggy one of those that starts wif "today i went down to orchard wif blahblahblah and then i went to blahblahblah".. Get what i mean?? however, perhaps the reason why i dont write like that is because my days are just so terribly mundane and boring to begin wif; i wont have anything much to write about!! ;P
i've been reading up on goldfish and rabbits recently; why? because 1. i have a pet rabbit and some goldfish. 2. i wanna learn how to take care of them better. 3. and i might as well do sumthing useful wif my free time... no use hanging out at home being mopey and a couch potato all the time. But hey.. i'm becoming an internet junkie too. DAmnit~ so many flaws!! ANd did i ferget to mention that i REALLY HATE this year's raya pictures??? i look so haggard in them!! i think maybe i should burn them... and burn the negatives too... and maybe try to persuade my frens to burn any of the pics they took that have my face on them... muahahahaha *sinister laugh ala wicked witch in wizard of oz*. i think i'm abit off-kilter today. must be the side-effects of the coffee i've juz had. eh.. i'm a coffee-junkie too! and a potential alcoholic!!! ARGH... looking on the bright side of things however, at least i dont do drugs. and i dont smoke... will NOT smoke.. EVER. ;-)
my little niece will be turning four next january. She's an aquarian... i dont know if that's good or bad but she sure is darn cute. Evryday, she insists on playing that infantile card game "snap" wif me and to reject or ignore her would incur a wrath mightier than xena on a bad hair day. LOL This saturday, she's having her nursery orientation at madrasah assyakirin... i wonder how she'll fare in school though. she's very vocal but seriously, sumtimes i can hardly understand the stuff she's trying to convey.. nevertheless, i think it's simply amazing how kids can grow up so fast. she used to be such a tiny thing in her powerpuff gerl outfit.... awwww shucks~ and next year i'll be seeing her in a cute little tudung in her uniform replete wif little schoolbag... DAMN! i feel SO old! but why dont i feel any wiser???
PS: i'm exasperated becuz my handfone is spoilt; it doesnt ring. So please forgive me if i miss a few fonecalls ohkie? ;-P
Quoteworthy
To hold the same views at forty as we held at twenty is to have been stupefied for a score of years, and take rank, not as a prophet, but as an unteachable brat, well birched and none the wiser.
---- Robert Louis Stevenson.
