powerless
Tuesday, December 02, 2003

powerless - nelly furtado
hey ya - outkast
the christmas song - kimberley locke

i'm feelin abit frustrated... i woke up around 10am juz now. Much too early fer my taste especially since my adik is around the house for today (he's on mc). Like so menyeBok ajer. usually when he's at home, i cant do anything much. i wish we cud move to a bigger flat so that i wud have more privacy. seriously, sharing a room SUCKS... anyhow, upon waking, i decided the room felt too stuffy fer the both of us & thus ended up in the living room wif my two little nieces watching the mly movie laila isabella. Had the vcd fer ages but its my first time watching it actually. Cant say its really bad.. nasha aziz is gorgeous while rosyam nor is in his typical gallant malay hero role and wif hans isaac as rich playboy, this trio of actors provide most of the irresistible eye candy. however, sometimes i think the movie is trying to be too much like a low budget B-grade bollywood extravaganza. And evrything's juz too Surreal fer my taste... i think faizal will luuuurve this film lots but i'd rather much listen to the soundtrack which comprises of excellent soppy ballads by siti nurhaliza & newcomer azharina amongst others... :P suffice to say, i'm not a fan of modern malay movies.

my mom juz advised me to try applying fer a teaching position at moe again after her long phone conversation wif my aunt who lives at holland close. what must i do to convince her that i'm so NOT into teaching??? moreover, MOE doesnt want the likes of me joining their prestigious ranks anyway.. hence i'd juz be wasting my time. so what if i aced the interviews early this year?? the bottomline is i cudnt qualify... so it's juz Tough Luck. Bummer...

accompanied my adik fer his routine chemotherapy treatment yesterday afternoon. its his second-last dose, thank god. after next month, we wont have to go to the haematology clinic anymore. that place is the second most DEpressing place in sgh (first being the morgue) cuz their regular visitors are cancer patients...

i was out wif a couple of my gerlfrens (ex-sec. school mates) last friday evening fer raya visiting & sahidah's mom claimed that i've lost much weight since she saw me last raya. Unbelievable. I must really try to put on those pounds again sumhow. i think it must be Stress. Some people go on eating binges under pressure. Me? when stressed, my eating habits become erratic... i've always been a coffee addict anyway and there's sumthing inside coffee, i believe, (caffeine lah, what else?) which prevents water retention & causes a loss of appetite. thus, my weight loss is explained. wish i had regurgitated all this to sahidah's mom... maybe she'd invite me over more often to savor her yummy black pepper chicken. ;-)

once again, i have no idea what the day will bring... my aimlessness is getting on my nerves.


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